I'm not even a reflection...

...of my former self anymore.
ASHFUR
I love him. Nomatter what he did. I still love him.
Squirrelbitch's fault, he did it so she would feel what he felt.
BUT anyway
Yes my version of how he looks, halfassed background
The cat in the water is how he used to be, before Squirrelbitch fucked him up. I hate her for that so much and I hope she dies a horrible slow death drowing in a freezing cold river surrounded by debris and rats and dead things-
yeah. Did I mention that I hate her?
ANYWAY
I was listening to 17 by Short Stack and it made me think of how he might feel about Squirrely, because a part of me screams "HE WOULD HATE THAT BETCH"
But yeaah. The lyrics to 17:
We've become nothing at all
Lead through the back of my spine
And as our heads hit the floor
We were dead 17 times
And every minute regret
That sank it's teeth in my mind
Said all that needs to be said
And said it 17 times

Oh oh oh we never did let it come to this my darling now
So oh oh we never did let it come to this

So don't give up me

Yet

I still can't forget
And while I'm still late
Some may say, some might say
I'll be your biggest regret
The pain was never inept
Oh lay oh, Oh lay oh
So don't give up on me yet

And everything that I said
Was just a slip of the tongue
To reinforce what I meant
That cliche you're number one
Let me fall, so far away
And say it 17 times

yet

I still can't forget
And while I'm still late
Some may say, some might say
I'll be your biggest regret
The pain was never inept
Oh lay oh, Oh lay oh
So don't give up on me yet

Oh lay oh, Oh lay oh


Yeahh. I love Short Stack

Drawing/artwork: Myself
Ashfur/Warriors: Erin Hunter